### **Then why don’t I remember that eternal life you speak about?**
You do remember. The very cells of your body remember. None of your cells was born out of nothing on a certain date like that which you call your memory. Each one of them is always half of a living cell which preceded it. Each one took over not simply half of the personality and half the memory of its predecessor, but all of it. It was divided exactly into two copies, each of which kept the entire memory, the entire personality. And that memory is a very precise, encyclopedic memory, not like the fuzzy images you cherish and call your memory.
The memory of your cells is a total remembrance of all life from the first cell division which took place on earth more than two billion years ago, to the most recent, perhaps a few minutes ago. This memory is carefully copied each time and built into a three-dimensional code called DNA. It is this memory which makes you you, not that rather stupid and sentimental little remembrance of your first day at school, or your first kiss—when the truth was that that first was already a million times.
You remember now?
Like a computer you have many memories, many ways of depositing information of your past, each with different levels of importance and different capacities of recall. They are not only in the cells of your physical body, but in different subtle bodies of your being and with different speeds of retrieval and facilities of access.
But you, unlike a computer, think that your cells are able to draw only on that surface store of rather trifling importance, your mental memory. The memory of past lives is stored here only in extremely rare cases, under rather queer and abnormal conditions. It happens sometimes in early childhood when a child swallows parts of the decomposing mental being of a deceased person. This is rather unfortunate and usually has very unhappy results. Many things are better forgotten, and generally that first-called-up memory, our mental memory, the one most readily available to our surface personality, undergoes a subtle change in the course of time. We have all noticed how our childhood memories are transformed by the passing years, not simply being screened but also subtly transfigured. Most of that which at one time might have seemed terrible to us may become amusing or even joyful. Most of our defeats become secret victories. And many things of which we were ashamed when they happened we may become proud of. These remembrances are taken over by a different, deeper memory.
### **But isn’t there also something like a psychic memory, which you can take over into your future life?**
Yes, but how many psychic experiences have you had in your life? The Greeks had a beautiful word for psychic experience, psychic knowledge. They called it _Aletheia_: the Truth which is not left behind when one crosses the river Lethe, the river of forgetfulness. And this memory is the most joyful and blessed of all memories. All that is really essential in your life, those great joys when you discovered a new beauty, a new truth, a new courage, a new deep inner experience of oneness and of bliss—these are the things which are unforgettable to that memory.
Sit down in some happy place, on the beach when the moon is full on the sea, or in a forest glade where a campfire is burning, and meditate, and you will see how the doors of remembrance can open and how these subtle memories can remind you of life
after life after life.
## The purity of life
“I should like to be a pure soul.” Poor Aunt Emma, and she was so fond of her rose garden, and her genuine Sheraton dining room.
Let’s be honest. How many of us would like to remain, even for a very short eternity, without a body to play with—without scratching it, without making it do things, moving around, looking, sniffing, touching things? How long do you like to sit in silent meditation? Say a year? a hundred years? ten thousand years—to be alone with your soul?
To communicate with the bliss of all being, a few seconds are sufficient. To fill our little self chock full to the brim one deep breath of pure truth or beauty is enough: more than that would wreck our nervous system.
It is true that the delights of the subtle body are beyond transcription, but so also are the simpler delights of our physical body. The secret is the delight, and the question of what kind of body is secondary. There is a reason why we are on earth, and that reason will be valuable through all eternity. To be on earth is not sin. To be in a body and enjoy it is not sin. But to be unconscious of our eternity is sin and death.
**Either you are a pure soul right now,**
**or the probability is very slight**
**that you ever**
**will be.**
## What kind of eternity
### **In the body we are the Son, that which incarnates. Without body we are the Father, the unmanifest.**
To consider ourselves as pure souls after death, when 99% of our joys and sufferings, our musings and our reflections are zoological rather than angelical, is sheer hypocrisy. We are not only 99% animal now, but eternal animal. Nice animals, if you think so, and with an immortal soul if you insist, spiritually evolved animals conscious of their divine substance and essence, truly domesticated, fully civilized perhaps, and some day to become aware of the oneness of things and capable of a continuous ecstasy, but animals nevertheless, not angels.
We will always be zoomorph. We will always have a physically evolved nervous system subject to breakdown. We may develop a superhuman knowledge, a cosmic mind, but its instrument will be a limited, cerebral intestine. We may participate in the bliss of the universe, but within the frame of a planetary existence. Our body may even be transfigured beyond recognition by spiritual pressure, but it will still be body—call it superbody if you like— not disembodied spirit. The sooner we become aware that this is our eternal destiny, the sooner we will be able to fulfil it.
Against the background of evolution our past is a noble past. We have been magnificent animals. But all that painful and difficult earthly evolution would be rather odious if our sole aim were to become disembodied spirits walking in disembodied gardens. A hyper-religious view, despising the body and insisting that we are only souls, is as narrow and bigoted as a hypo-materialistic view that despises our spirituality, insisting that we are only body. The separation of body and soul was a stupendous blunder of medieval thought, though perhaps necessary for the savage mentality of those times.
### **We leave body at death, not ‘a body’, and we take on ‘body’ again, not another body.**
But the sooner we get rid of it the better. We are neither bodies with a ghost nor ghosts with a body. We are one with our kingdom, our kingdom of body and soul. Soul without body would be a king without a kingdom, a cosmic joke like a god without a worshipper, a dreamer without a dream, an artist without a work of art, a transcendence with nothing to transcend.
The more we are one with ourselves, with the divine power and love and bliss, the more we are one with the power and aspiration and bliss of our body. The day will come when we will be truly amphibian, living in both worlds, the material and the spiritual. Then we will discover that the two are one and belong to the same fulness of manifestation.
Just as we were proud, in the animal world of the past, to wear our spiritual war-paint, so in the distant future, as gods on an earth we have transfigured, we will wear proudly, as a badge of distinction, our animal mask.
It is not true that “the spirit is willing but the body is weak” and that we have only to get rid of our body for a spiritual victory. Our body is not only a refuge, and that which holds most people together who, without their body, wouldn’t exist, but it is also a most obedient servant. The body is not a prison. It is rather a rocket which can carry us into orbit because it is not mere matter but a spiritual wave. It looks solid, but only to a superficial observer. True immortality is immortality in the body, with the body, and as body. Our body is an eternal becoming, an eternal rebirth, and an intimate oneness with this eternal becoming is immortality.
**“Our body**
**that organized flame.”**
**/ Novalis**